I, Me and My Thoughts..,

Magic

2012-02-12T13:30:00.001-05:00

என்னாச்சு! என்னாசம்மா! என்ன ஆச்சு மா! ஏம்மா ஆழாற? டொப்ப ache-அ? தல வலிக்கர்தா? அப்பா திட்டினாளா? தாத்தா கிண்டல் பண்ணாரா? பாட்டி பேசலையா? நான் அடிச்சது பட்டுடுத்தா? அழுகைய நிறுத்துமா! அழுகைய நிறுத்து! சமத்து. தூக்கி. தூக்கிமா. Please தூக்கிமா. உ ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் ம் மா ஆ. Now bhuu-bhuu gone. See Mummy!A perfect antidote to non-imaginary emotional hurts - A child's kiss.

Passion for brevity

2012-02-12T06:38:00.000-05:00

When all your expectations fail, you can either become a Britney Spears or a Mother Theresa#thathuvamisms

Where have all the rum gone?

2012-02-11T21:23:00.001-05:00

Where did it go so awfully wrong?Can one mistake be the undoing of your whole life? A decision taken without research, due care, knowing the good intentions could go sour, an apparent error in judgement, can it be the the trough from which you fear you wouldn't get up? When you have wilfully opened your doors to the slow, careless and yet most times reckless and hurtful wind, and once inside when

It all comes to this..

2012-01-23T21:55:00.003-05:00

ஒரு நாளில் வாழ்க்கை இங்கே எங்கும் ஓடி போகாதுமறு நாளும் வந்து விட்டால் துன்பம் தேயும் தொடராதுஎத்தனை கோடி கண்ணீர் மண் மீது விழுந்திருக்கும்அத்தனை கண்ட பின்னும் பூமி இங்கு பூ பூக்கும்கருவாசல் விட்டு வந்த நாள் தொட்டுஒருவாசல் தேடியே விளையாட்டு...கண் திறந்து பார்த்தால் பல கூத்துகண்மூடி கொண்டால்......போர் களத்தில் பிறந்து விட்டோம் வந்தவை போனவை வருத்தம் இல்லைகாற்றினிலே வாழ்கின்றோம் முட்களின் வலி ஒன்றும்

Hits and misses...

2012-01-09T12:51:00.001-05:00

I had nothing to write about. So I decided at the least I will try and revamp the look of the blog. I visited many awesome websites and diligently went through huge lists of beautiful templates available for free download. I shortlisted a few designs that I liked the most. In the process of finalizing I realized that all of them were almost predictably the themes I would have chosen. Suddenly it

My own personal form of "IF"

2012-01-08T19:57:00.000-05:00

I'm so bored. If only I don't set-in in a routine.... If only I have something to distract.... If only I have the discipline to concentrate on some thing.... If only I took up Yoga.... If only I have a ride to Yoga.... If only I can learn to drive.... If only I have someone to baby-sit while I learn.... If only I can afford that help.... If only I can work.... If only I'm not so bored.Here below

A week like any other.

2012-01-06T11:40:00.001-05:00

So...how have you been? Did you have a nice New year's?Oh!I did. Thanks! I welcomed the new year couched in the sofa while chatting and giggling with five of the most important people in my life, very very late into the night, which led to the once in a lifetime occurance of the 'dawn' of January-the-first-of-2012 to come a l'il late, around 9'o clock. (Note: The convoluted long-winding sentence

Keeping the good ones

2011-12-31T19:44:00.000-05:00

I started the last new year watching 'Eclipse'.Other than serving the purpose of providing an insignificant opening statement to this post that line is completely irrelevant.The whole past year,true to every new year, was usual, with all the hopes and dreams and surprises and disappointments and the eventual winding down. But the year will stay in the memory depending on what we take away from it

New year comes a day early.

2011-12-29T11:45:00.001-05:00

How would you like it if someone says you can live a whole day without having to go through with it?You might think they are hungover. Or you probably would think they are doing some high-kidding. But it is true and it is happening.There will be no Friday, Dec 30th in the calendar for some people in the world. Two nations, Samoa and Tokelau, are going to miss that whole day. For them after the

Walk the walk...

2011-12-10T15:04:00.001-05:00

December 10 has always been special to me, for that one singular memory. And, today I have one more reason to rejoice. My brother has successfully graduated and did his commencement walk today. I remember the baby boy growing up into a young master. Now he is a Mr. Brother with a Master degree. Funny, time flies.

Perfect 5 minutes

2011-12-08T18:19:00.000-05:00

Rainy, gloomy outside.Inside warm comforter looking at the pounding rain.Coffee and Samosa.Anal mele pani thuli....

One verse a day

2011-12-05T18:42:00.001-05:00

I have wanted forever to learn Lalitha Sahasranamam. My Mom always encouraged me to learn it, more after my wedding and even more after having a daughter. The Navarathiri season usually gets me all excited. I listen to the Saharasnamam recital many times and try to catch and remember the verses. But somehow I don't seem to progress well and the enthu wanes after a while.I remember how I learnt

Some questions to free the mind - Finale

2011-12-04T12:06:00.000-05:00

The final 20. 31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? Not in a long time. 32. If not now, then when? 10 mins ago. 33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? My peace of mind! This reminds me of a saying of my grandma’s ‘Maraththadi Pillaiyar pozhudhum pogum, road la pora panni pozhudhum pogum’, meaning the day begins and ends for

Some questions to free the mind - Part II

2011-12-03T12:43:00.000-05:00

Some more...... 16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? It should. I can’t for the life of me figure out why sometimes the things that make me happy irritate the others. But that’s their problem. 17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? Learn to write with left hand. 18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? Yes of

Some questions to free the mind

2011-12-02T22:32:00.000-05:00

I was just blog-hopping. Then I happened to come across a website that had loads of interesting stuff. And from only there I found the following questions. It’s interesting to answer questions candidly. I recommend everyone to try this.1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?Precisely 17 years and 6 months ready to start college.2. Which is worse, failing or never

Here’s why I don’t make resolutions.

2011-12-01T19:25:00.000-05:00

When I quit my job (again!) last summer I had a whole list of things I had put down as to-do.Read a book, at least one in a weekWrite more oftenDevelop interest in some craftLearn to cook more traditional from-grandma’s-kitchen recipes….. I don’t remember the rest of that huge list. I knew even when I jotted them down that I wouldn’t be able to do all that I’m

I hate my guts

2011-11-23T14:11:00.000-05:00

It seems like a long time ago that I had an enviable waist line. It’s unbelievable, yet it’s true. The chocolates and chips and jams and other sinful savories I consumed somehow magically didn’t show on me. People who know me from my high school years or early college days can attest to that. Though it was around that time that my friends in my group started worrying about daily calorie

Cow-u, cow-u...Holy cow-u

2011-11-22T11:34:00.000-05:00

Some status messages from Facebook are funny, sarcastic and worth …. My pick for the week is1. After 3D and 4D the latest trend is Kolaveri di - Kuka2. “Harry Potter is about confronting fears, finding inner strength and doing what is right in the face of adversity. Twilight is about how important it is to have a boyfriend.” – Stephen King3. Latest addition to the ‘Worst password’ list is "

ஒரு க‌ன‌வு போதுமே!

2011-10-12T10:13:00.000-04:00

நீ - மழையிருள் மூடிய‌ முன்மாலை பொழுதுமேல்ப‌டாது சிந்தும் பூத்தூவ‌ல் சார‌ல்தீராம‌ல்ப‌ர‌வும் காபியின் இத‌மான‌ சுக‌ந்த‌ம்த‌ய‌க்க‌ங்க‌ள் தாண்டி முக‌ம்ம‌ட்டும்குளிர காற்றுமெதுவாய் க‌சியும் அழ‌கான‌ இத‌ய‌ம் இட‌ம்மாரிய‌தே‍‍‍வேக‌ம்தெரியாது செல்லும் நெடுநேர‌ ப‌ய‌ண‌ம்பிழைக‌லாய் காட்சிப்பின்னோடும் ம‌ர‌ம்மூடிய‌ பாதைஅங்குசித‌ரிச் செல்லும் துண்டு காகித‌ம் - போல்தெரிந்து ம‌றையும் ஒரு நின‌வு.

Kshamasvathm kshamasvathvam

2011-09-13T23:14:00.000-04:00

நெடு நாள்வ‌ரை யாம் உனை தொழுவ‌த‌ர்கேமுடியாமையால் இன்றுனை தொழ‌ப் புரிந்தோம்அடி போற்றிடும் நித்திய‌ர்க்க‌ருள்வ‌து போல்அடியேனையும் காத்த‌ருள் வேங்க‌ட‌வாஅரியாமையால் புரி தீவினைபுரியாதுள‌த்த‌ற‌ நீக்கிடுபொறுத்தே அருள் பொறுத்தே அருள்பெருமாம‌னி வேங்க‌ட‌வா

One more month has gone...

2011-08-05T18:38:00.000-04:00

... and even still nothing seem to have changed a lot. Everything happens to be the same. The mornings and noons and nights are just as predictable as the unpredictability of the weather around here. Ever same, is the frustrating feeling when sitting in front of the compose pane to write of all the wonderful ideas that hit you while in the shower and wonder where all them have gone.But whining is

So ...um.... like... hmmmm...I don’t know...

2011-07-15T08:56:00.000-04:00

That’s exactly how I’m struggling to bring out the words to write. Looks like I have left my dubious writing skills back home, and although I think I know exactly where I have left it, I’m having a hard time imagining that I have it back with me.But I’m going to try nevertheless. Apparently I have nothing better to do otherwise. The whole family is engaged - One is busy with office work, the

Subject to change!

2011-05-27T14:14:00.000-04:00

Break ke baad, the series now returns on air, after 2 and 3/4 years. A vital character has been added to the storyline. All the other main and supporting members, missing none, make a comeback. And with the narrative being placed in an altogether different 'set' that could probably make interesting offerings to the direction the story could take, the hype surrounding the newer episodes is

Ore the pheelings!!

2011-05-23T06:20:00.000-04:00

Kaarirulil sooriyan, neer alaiyil thamarai, thaagaththil kaayum paalai mannil vaanmazhai.... I’m skipping with joy at being back as a whole. Kaathirundha naatkalil kaadhal oru aarudhal, kaanaamal sendru pinbu thondrum vaanavil...But I’m kind of sad too. Little bit. I’m going to miss my life here. Although very thrilled at new prospects, somehow all this missing thingy is messing with it. Wait, I

3 and half months of heartache

2011-05-22T01:28:00.000-04:00

Wow... can’t believe it was only that much. Feels like eons more.In movies, normally, in such very anticipated and dramatic situations, there will be shown a montage of significant moments, accompanied by soft and sensual background music. Wish how I feel now can also be that beautiful. But as is the case with this stupid normality I’m left all alone to deal with the recollections.Ah, but there

The right kind of wrong...

2011-05-21T02:11:00.000-04:00

What I’m about to tell you happened a few months ago. It’s my true story, you know. To give you the full picture I would need to backup a little... a ‘few years’ little. We were best friends, she and I. We hit it off the moment we saw each other. She was as crazy as I was, we shared the same distaste for some movies, music and people, and our common interest were few but sincere and we were

Random nothings...

2011-05-19T23:16:00.000-04:00

During this arduous week I have come to realize• Destiny is much powerful and any mere human attempts to change it are nothing but a mockery. I so wanted to attend a function, was planning for it for months, was waiting for it for weeks, arranged important schedules around it, but looks like I’m going to be absent, for no fault of mine, but because I missed a routine and minor factor which .....•

The Nambikkai Iyarkkai

2011-05-08T03:00:00.000-04:00

You are singularly special. You are the point of my convergence. You are my vision. You are my breath and the energy to take that breath. You are in my thoughts, blood and sinew. You give me wings and the air beneath it. You tether me to the grounds. We understand each other without effort. You comfort me with your hugs. You make me feel blessed with your kisses. You see me the way only you can,

Thangam vaangaliyo thangam...

2011-05-06T01:42:00.000-04:00

Today is, the calendar says, Chithirai month, Thrithiyai thithi and Rohini star.So today is “Akshaya Thrithiyai”, a fact that is being aani aduchufied into our brains by the many ads. For the past week, almost every other advertisement in TV is yelling about “May 5- 6 thedhigalil, Akshaya Thrithiyai munnitu...”. It has been going on hyper-drive, crazy mode. More so as this time we get two days

A twist in the tale...

2011-05-04T20:30:00.000-04:00

I was getting ready for the evening, tunelessly humming a popular song. I was concentrating on what to choose to wear. I purposely wanted to appear very non-formal. Finally, I settled on a faded light blue ‘abused’ pair of jeans and a striped black full arm t-shirt. I deliberately accessorized it with a weird ‘un-matching’ red scarf and off-color casual shoes. Thus clothed, and convinced it was

Death Star and the rest.

2011-05-03T22:45:00.000-04:00

I have three things to say today. I was talking to a few people and reading and watching a few things yesterday. I chanced upon these things simultaneously. They somehow seem interconnected and makes sense, together, in a good way. I take it to mean that we need to hold on to our beliefs and be humble enough to seek/ accept help.I won’t put out disclaimers saying who said what. Whoever said it

All in a day's time.

2011-05-02T23:20:00.000-04:00

Ah! The relief of no work! It’s a great thing to wake up to an empty to-do-list. You can snooze all you want. But you know, I’m warning you, it gets boring after a few days. When you had to work, the leisure felt rightfully earned and so was sweet. Now that you have uninterrupted free time it will make staying vetti a work.And talking about it makes it so much better. Shut it.So you have a

Just whatever..

2011-04-30T12:35:00.000-04:00

I have a private life and a very private mind. And an even more private home!My doors are closed to random strangers. People come into my house only through invitation. Most of the events in my life are ‘need to know’ to general, public acquaintances. But who are close to my heart, who can understand me, are always welcome. Nevertheless, I have let a tiny window from my living room open. I have

A beautiful way to ask...

2011-04-28T21:43:00.000-04:00

Putham pudhu malarae, en aasai sollava? Pothi vaithu maraithen, en bashai sollava ? Idhayam thirandhu ketkiren, ennadhaan tharuvai paarkiren Nenjukkullae ennanamo ninaithen, Nitham nitham karpanaigal valarthen, thavithen Sella kili ennai kulipika vendum, Sellai thalaipil thuvatida vendum Kallu silai poola nee nirka vendum Kangal paarthu thalai vaara vendum Nee vandhu elai pooda vendum Naan vandhu

No Dues.

2011-04-27T21:40:00.000-04:00

Routine is effectively disturbed. No predictability about tomorrow.And that is scary.The calendar is empty. Table ornaments are packed to be taken home. Passes and accesses are surrendered, stamped and cleared - ‘No Dues’. Farewell speeches are given. Advices are taken. Lunch and gifts exchanged. Clichéd mails are sent out. A final goodbye, a last sweeping look and I will be done. Relieved of all

Can you feel the undertones?

2011-04-26T10:33:00.000-04:00

There is a ‘She’. Of course, there has to be one. Then wouldn’t there be a ‘He’. You bet!So let’s drop in and then drop our eaves in the middle of their conversation that goes, ***He looked at her accusingly and said, ‘Just asking. Huh! Too many cross questions.’She replied mockingly, ‘I’m getting better at this. I learned it from the Master’‘Now, who is that? If you mean me, I don’t evade’ he

Life is really unfair.

2011-04-24T16:00:00.000-04:00

How else can I see these?• When I enter the house my baby looks beyond me to check if my father is behind me and then run into his open arms ignoring mine• That my baby shouts gleefully ‘Appa appa’ when she sees Surya on TV or a magazine cover• That she says ‘Thaaatha’ more than she says any other word• That she wants to sleep in her ‘Paataa’s’ lap every other afternoon• Saves her special dance

Last weekend…

2011-04-23T12:00:00.000-04:00

Yes. This is the last ‘real’ weekend for the current season. Here after all days are going to be working days! Another end!For another new beginning? Hopefully so!

In my every breath there is you.

2011-04-20T14:06:00.000-04:00

Of course, you would know this by no means can be an exhaustive list, but these are the few that popped into my mind as I started typing this.• My Mom’s “Drink your coffee hot. Would probably help relieve your headaches”, every time when my morning coffee goes cold untouched.• AJB’s “You would be a fool to not ask for help when you need or to not accept it when you are given” every time when I’m

Magic of the written words!

2011-04-17T05:51:00.000-04:00

I’m a self-professed Harry Potter fan. If you don’t already know, read here and here. For me, the excitement of reading a Potter book has not lessened with time. I feel good after reading them. I enjoy the prevalent sub-textual humor, the simple style of writing, easy flow of events. Even now whenever I peruse my copy of one of the seven books I feel how I felt the first time - transported to

How I met.. Part II

2011-04-16T07:00:00.000-04:00

Time rolled on (like white smoke-rings coming from mosquito coils). I had settled well in my job. Had read the five books released until then few more times, followed every bit of news surrounding HP, read of the old time rituals and Witch-burnings and stuff, supported Ron and Hermione shippers, hated Cho Chang, watched the movies and found Daniel in the movies (first and fourth alone) to be very

How I met.. Part I

2011-04-15T05:50:00.000-04:00

I was exhausted having “made a job”. After all the proverbial exultation over it has been duly done, I had nothing else to do. Well, I had classes but who cared about them anyways. If you would have cared, please don’t read further. If you wouldn’t have, then, ‘Hi!'.So.. yea! I remember it perfectly. The batch was broken. Half the friends from the pack were missing. The other few who weren’t in

Soladha sollukum... Illadha vaarthaikum... edhedho arthangale

2011-04-14T03:18:00.000-04:00

My friend once told me that I have a very sweet voice and she also confessed that, prior to meeting me in person, based on my voice alone she had a completely different image of how I would look. I did not know how to react to that! Should I be happy that I have a sweet voice or should I be offended that she felt my face wasn’t pretty for the voice?But you see, if there is one thing that I’m

Question: Who is the Real Slim Shady?

2011-04-13T13:16:00.000-04:00

Ludlum wrote about Webb, about how he is made to forget his identity and how he fights to win it back and sets his record straight. Although the story shifts very rapidly from the drama of forgotten identity to revenge etc, that memory loss is kind of scary, if applied to, in the context of real life.Actually, in the Bourne series, even though Jason does not remember himself or anyone else who

Remembering that night.

2011-04-08T08:04:00.000-04:00

I was pregnant.I was bit along before I realized it even. The not-so-insignificant flutters in the stomach, the pronounced attunement to certain fragrances, the nearly pacing heartbeat and such were the indicators to the wondrous fact.Yes, I was pregnant. Very much so with the excitement, the secrecy, the anticipation, expectation, imagination and all other emotion relevant –tions!A mere chance

They will notice when they want.

2011-04-08T02:35:00.000-04:00

It’s a shame to talk without thinking twice.It’s a bit shameful to talk as you think.It’s even more shame to talk when no one wants to listen.It’s shame of the worst kind to want others to wait for when you will talk, take notice of and appreciate it.But above anything else you need fame to not bother about all this.ஆளில்லா கரைகளில் கூட அலைகள் ஓய்வதில்லைகேட்காத போதும் கூட காற்று

Write this on my Epitaph

2011-04-05T05:23:00.000-04:00

I wish I were dim-witted to care what Others said of me. I wish I was a genius to care what Others thought of me. I wish I had means to be all that the Others wanted me to be. All and nothing! Yes. I would have broken. I would have gone mad. But I would have had a life that some Other accepted of. At least the Others would have been happy, if not me.Successful in my own mortal ways, finally

Isolation is not good for me..

2011-04-02T12:33:00.000-04:00

I am feeling emptyCome fill me with thoughts of you!

Decadence.

2011-03-29T09:41:00.000-04:00

I love chocolates.As much as this has been confessed, ad nauseam, I don’t think anyone is going to tire saying so.These three words may come only second to ‘I love you’ in its vast usage. I really do love chocolates...the bitter(darker) the better. The aroma...the taste...the feeling...Ah! Sweetness. When I mention chocolate, I don’t mean the hard, toffee kind. Imagine Dairy Milk bars, Toblerone

Migraine attacks!

2011-03-27T01:30:00.000-04:00

I’m lying in my bed, still as ice. I try to close my eyes. But it feels like there are million small pins wedged in-between the lids. I’m distracted by the tinkling of the wind chimes in the farthest corner of the room. Has it always been this loud? The dull droning of the ceiling fan, the whining of the A/C - all these sound magnified too. Funny thing about these headaches! When all you want to

Ode to a dear friend

2011-03-24T12:28:00.000-04:00

It all started on a boring, rainy December evening, some six years back. I was stuck at work doing some maintenance and monitoring tasks. Lots of free, undisturbed time on hand and I had nothing better to do. So I decided to while away the remaining time by sharing some tit-bits about me and my views on few arbitrary things to her. My neighbor! My reasoning was ‘All my friends have one such. Why

I’m a genius...

2011-03-23T07:28:00.000-04:00

...when it comes to coming up with better comebacks once after the conversation is over. Stray thoughts may bring forth some memory or the other, where I would wish I had responded in some other way, than what has already been done or said. I'd go like, ‘Damn! This is what I should have said. What was I thinking saying that?’Few memories are fine as they are whereas some others bother me in

I never have. I never will.

2011-03-21T05:22:00.000-04:00

The door swayed ever so lightly and faint light slithered noiselessly inside. The movement brought a fresh draft of air into the room and I opened my eyes just in time to catch the familiar retreating figure of the help. I gave attention to her only long enough to think ‘I will ask for water the next time she peeks inside’ and was about to close my eyes when something else caught my attention.

Hey, what do you know?

2011-03-20T04:49:00.000-04:00

This template seems more me than the previous one, doesn’t it? Happened to come across this beauty while I was following a few blogs on Bharathiyar. Liked it much and so after enormous amount of googling, here I’m produly presenting the newer version of the Pensieve. Think I will add some really cool gadgets too.Another reason for the make-over is, this blog is very near to acheiving a

Kannai vittru vaangum oviyam

2011-03-18T03:16:00.000-04:00

As always, as I was travelling to work, my bus was stuck in a red-light behind a huge line of vehicles in such a way that it was doubtful if it would make it before the red again. I had the music on in my FM and was half between sleep and thoughts when suddenly it caught my eyes. Well, not exactly “caught” because I have been through this path almost daily for two whole years. But today somehow

Once upon the time, when we...

2011-02-03T05:01:00.000-05:00

Traveled to place, where we had silenceIn human absence, amidst flower of fragranceFalls to wonder and monkeys to plunderWalks to remember, a time to savorEach have different yarn to spinFrom a journey all but the same oneOne had fun, smile on face reside - For he had his beloved family besideOne had fun and reveled in nature's plush - Sadly unaware of what’s naughty crush (s)One had fun, with

Facebook closing down on March 15th !!

2011-01-12T23:33:00.001-05:00

I for one would be glad if it did.Then it will no longer be something of a sophistication yard-stick to hold account in it ... Can no longer here someone go "you can catch me on facebook"... can put an end to the madness of clicking pictures just for the sake of uploading in facebook and also it would put an end to the whole world knowing what's happening in every moment of your life the moment

Peaceful room make a nice home!

2011-01-11T05:37:00.000-05:00

I don’t remember when I first heard this story. High chance is it was entirely made up by Dad, or I must have chanced upon it during the weird ‘Moral Science’ classes during my junior school. Either ways this story has stuck in my mind. For reasons unknown I remembered this story few days back (and why I will let you know at the end, though it is pretty simple to understand the why). Since then I

Always balance is the equilibrium

2011-01-02T10:21:00.000-05:00

Dear Daisy.I’m writing this on the go – no editing, no alterations and no fanciness. This is going to be a monologue, almost like how I might talk if ever I voice these thoughts. I’m writing this not as a fictional piece or for any literary value. These are certain practical day-to-day thoughts that have crossed my mind and have been brewing for some time now. I have analyzed and understood, so

I'm responsible for how I feel

2010-12-31T13:53:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year 2011.I promise, unto myself, this year is going to be fun. This year is going to be beautiful. This year is going to give me Peace and Happiness, the two most wonderful of things. This year is going to be all it promises it will be.It better be!As for Resolutions goDo (Write) things within the time when and where it means something.Keep the silence and learn to implement "The real

The Ultimate Leave letter

2010-11-25T03:20:00.000-05:00

From,Naan dhan,Un dept dhan,Un college dhan,Un city dhan. To,Unaku dhan,Indha dept dhan,Indha college dhan,Indha city dhan.Respected Sir,Enna panna mudiyumo paniko, naan iniku varamaaten.Thank you.Date: iniku dhan................................................... Yours sincerely,Place: indha oor dhan........................................... Nan dhan.

மண்டை காயும் தத்துவங்கள்

2010-09-24T06:44:00.000-04:00

Read this as forward... If you can, glean some profound meaning out of these olarals as I have come to find.டிசம்பர் 31க்கும்,ஜனவரி 1க்கும்ஒரு நாள்தான் வித்தியாசம்.ஆனால்,ஜனவரி 1க்கும்,டிசம்பர் 31க்கும்,ஒரு வருசம் வித்தியாசம்.**பேக் வீல் எவ்வளவு ஸ்பீடா போனாலும்,ஃப்ரன்ட் வீல முந்த முடியாது.

Confessions. Long due.

2010-08-27T06:49:00.000-04:00

I’m back!!!This time I’m really back from a self-imposed exile of more than a year and half. You may ask, why now? As anyone who knows me well would answer this, I too will say, Whimsical. Really no special significance to why I have chosen today as the day to break the viradham and get off my butt and write something in this well ignored space.A lot has happened in the personal front and boy! I’

What happened?

2009-12-31T09:05:00.000-05:00

There are these days when you can’t just get enough of them. Another type is of those ones where you can’t wait enough to get it over with. Well, today is mixed. Good, bad, or medium? I’m not sure what! I would love to settle for an average kind of day.A day ofreminiscence. A day filled with myriad emotions. A day when the images of the past year zoomed in mind. A day where failures seemingly

சேராமை

2009-11-19T08:33:00.000-05:00

தாயின் வேலை அறையில் கேட்ட‌துகுழந்தையின் அழுகுர‌ல்.ரிங்டோன்!

Distanced

2009-11-06T08:13:00.001-05:00

Stainedwith sighs of separation.Money earned is wet.

வினோதங்களிள் ஒன்று

2009-11-04T02:15:00.000-05:00

பெரிய வாழ்கை எல்லாம் சிரிய உலகங்களில்!உன் இதயத்தில் இருந்தால் இருக்கும் நான்,என் இதயத்தில் மட்டுமே வாழும் நாம்.

No Emotions. Please!

2009-11-02T08:01:00.000-05:00

If the world is ruled by head and has no heart, wonder, life would be easy-going? If there is nothing to feel, can I be happy?

A farewell

2009-10-31T08:51:00.000-04:00

The haunts of the ebb,a new tide washth over. Yet, resonance of this echo'll last.Some fondness!

Fickle friends

2009-10-31T01:48:00.001-04:00

Confidence is like Time: the more you seem to need it, the faster it wanes.

Some thing I wrote a long time ago.

2009-10-09T10:14:00.000-04:00

This was something I wrote a long time ago. Intended to be a testimony, with some hidden meanings denoting events that were of great significance at that time. Now it’s all irrelevant (not the testimony though. That still stands). It's amazing, that what once meant something very huge,as time progresses, seems to fade in importance A heart that's sweet 'n sincere;Faces the charades and remains

What’s there to say?

2009-09-22T08:20:00.000-04:00

When you have got nothing to do, either you become lazy or you scrounge for something to do and indulge in it. I seem to have chosen the former as the latter demands me get off from my perch. Fear, where life is headed.

A new beginning..,

2009-09-11T05:58:00.000-04:00

First year is paper..and for third year it's a whole new life!

Leave of absence

2009-09-10T10:14:00.000-04:00

The last post here was when my body started its special project. Starting today it’s on sabbatical. Though only for a short time before it resumes its monthly assignment, this break is sure welcome!

ஹைகூவின் மூன்றாம் வரி,

2008-12-10T22:25:00.000-05:00

இரு வரிக் கவிதைக்கு ஒரு பொருள் தரும்..

Intuitive

2008-12-06T23:11:00.000-05:00

If you believe even in that which you cannot see, your reward will be greater than what you can imagine.

Baring insecurities

2008-12-03T09:00:00.001-05:00

'That, that is funny. That is painfully funny. No, wait. Wait, yeah, that's just painful.'Thats how the transition is. But again, it is pretty generous in providing thoughful lessons of life. Exsistence is much easier when I learn to really see what people are, instead of expecting them to be the way I want them to be. Time and again, this has been a huge problem for me.

Soul lesson!

2008-12-02T01:50:00.000-05:00

I should learn to shut up!

Between million worlds and 4 boxes

2008-10-31T06:46:00.000-04:00

Rachel: So, I still have boxes here. I still have boxes at R’s, and I have nowhere to live! Wow. I could so easily freak out right now.

Concord to Chennai

2008-10-04T05:51:00.000-04:00

Its been a hell of a journey...Now in a state of excited shock.

Craving...

2008-10-01T18:25:00.000-04:00

There is milk; there are juices of extraordinary variety. Yet, when you have a thirst for water, it is water you will need.Metaphorically, this happens to equate to many things in my life – men, friends, life choices to name a few.

Never belonged..,

2008-09-26T15:18:00.000-04:00

Preserved a single dream.Such perfection, ‘t felt so right,the imprint on fragile heart.Unresolved, unrequited, I contemplated day & night,to nurture safe, under eyelidor, instead, under rocks to hide.Chose latter. Echoes in the dark.Unspoken words, fragile heart, doth breaksWhen, mind’s eye, with eloquence reverberatesRepress, forget, tried I, might, the rocks crushed harder.What do I do? Now,a

TUE 9/16 FOX 8/7c

2008-09-15T22:36:00.000-04:00

waitinggggGGGGGGG.... time is not moving soon enough....Season premiere of HOUSE M.D

Shifting base

2008-09-07T11:49:00.001-04:00

Moving from a place to another, to me, has become just a 'List of things to do'. Isn’t it kind of sad? Where are the human components? Whatever happened to living in the moment? Oh, oh, that’s right, I forgot about this new policy I’m following presently. It’s better not to feel sad leaving behind friends now; rather it’s healthy to miss them much, once far away, and think about things that I

Story of my life....

2008-09-06T21:11:00.000-04:00

I: (excitedly) Hello…. I’m home...Him: (enthusiastically) bark bark bark....I: SHUT UPIn few daysI: (excitedly) I’m home...Him: (enthusiastically) bark bark bark....I: JUST SHUT UPPPPPPFew days laterI: (normally) Hello...Him: (enthusiastically) barkkkkk....I: Please, shut upFew more days passed, whenI: (excitedly) Hello!Him: - I: (excitedly) Hello!Him: -I: (normally) Helooooooo?Him: -I: (

Says the operator..,

2008-09-05T22:01:00.000-04:00

I reel life, part of reeling in own. Its fun to roll with slides, that Offers a spectacular view of life -Pictures of coherent moments.I'm part of love; I witness war.One day I'm a beggar. In the next, I'm GodSome days overwhelming, loud;Party and crowdWhile some others are lazy;I'm lonely and boredStaring at foot prints,Left behind in wakeI live the life in my head.Well, what do you expect?I'm

There's most likely a pe(e/a)k before fall

2008-08-28T23:14:00.000-04:00

I heard a Stock-dove sing or say His homely tale, this very day; His voice was buried among trees, Yet to be come at by the breeze: He did not cease; but cooed--and cooed: And somewhat pensively he wooed: He sang of love, with quiet blending, Slow to begin, and never ending; Of serious faith, and inward glee; That

Obsessively…compulsively…and now (dis)orderly

2008-08-22T19:13:00.001-04:00

I have CDO. It's like OCD, but the letters are in alphabetical order. Like they should be…Nice going!

It is a year already?

2008-07-19T10:48:00.000-04:00

Happy Birthday......Heres wishing you many more happy happy returns of the day, dear boyLOVE YOU~P.S: Happy first mom-i-vesary H.

Remember something?

2008-04-11T18:57:00.000-04:00

Memoirs of a Promise:On a bright blue Tuesday, I was conceived -of tales of “Robin” and likeAnd assuredly, I became. Since then it’s been weeks a many. Feels shorter than oneFor the prospectwas rather pleasant.I saw no summonsYet, I held belief Now, - I, Promise – surmisewas on water writ.Oye, idle Promiser, do, insinuate, and dissolve, me shall.The ball and the court is yours~

(Un)conditional..,

2008-03-21T20:36:00.000-04:00

If I can just lie there and listen to you breathe in sleep and feel comforted then I will never be lost. If I can just read your eyes and understand the words and their meaning, then there will be no more silent moments.If I can just hold you tight in my arms and still feel not-close-enough, then that’s where my home is. If I can accept your kisses as gifts, then I will never be poor.If I can

Acch~

2008-03-19T20:10:00.001-04:00

Amongst varied people - a man who looks down on you just because you don't speak the "national language"; another who complains to you that no one interacts and sits alone without interacting, especially with you; a person who ignores to take your inputs for the reason that you are younger and not male; a someone who talks to you only because you are well-known; an incorrigible who spreads that,

See what you like..,

2008-03-04T09:38:00.000-05:00

I HIDE myself within my flower, That wearing on your breast,You, unsuspecting, wear me too—And angels know the rest.I hide myself within my flower,That, fading from your vase,You, unsuspecting, feel for meAlmost a loneliness. (~ Emily Dickinson)

I HATE dogs!

2008-02-26T19:42:00.000-05:00

I hate them and I hate them really ardently. I also hate people who turn up their nose, when I say I don’t like dogs. Extra annoying thing is when they say, ‘Oh no! He is harmless’. What’s up with those people? It’s a DOG. I hate everything about those dogs right from the fact that they smell funny, their fangs/ dirty teeth, the saliva and that irritating growl. How ever clean and tidied up a dog

Chase to House

2008-02-21T19:19:00.000-05:00

Borrowing words, 'Why are you yelling? You are frustrated! Listen, if you want my help, I’m here. If you just need to vent….. leave a message’

Do you think too...

2008-02-15T18:44:00.000-05:00

...that hate is a strong form of attraction?

Colorful explosion..

2008-02-13T20:42:00.000-05:00

RatedSeduction growingin every caress, aching for the forbidden secret, in exquisite agony.During palpable silence, in a blink of a second, the world changes mode.Like the breeze in the storm, on the way out,igniting the icicle.Where one ends another begins,that soul knows not.A timeless continuum, this primeval innocence.In the background: Tune

M(ar)ooned

2008-02-04T19:34:00.000-05:00

With nothing for company(reflection, an exception, of course)It is sad, that there’sno one alike - to share, to wisely ponder or just for banter,to lean on, to believe, to conspire, perhaps swap stories, to humble and be humbled, or simply to be with.Sigh!The Moon feels lonely sometimes

Heart over mind~

2008-01-30T21:38:00.001-05:00

Listen carefully,both - you and I -here 'm screaming this silently.I say you are just another. Immaterial. Then I retrofit. Some introspection!If you are inconsequent, why do I keep remembering you?If you are a Nobody why do I ache for your approval?You matter because I mind you?Tell me, if I don’t mind you, would you stop to matter?

And everytime I cry..,

2008-01-25T18:59:00.000-05:00

...listening to this great thing. I close my eyes. I lose and find myself again. A feeling as if I have lived those few minutes. In a happy way usually accompanied with a heavy contented sigh. Pure ecstasy!Illaiyaraaja's How to name it!