Baring insecurities

'That, that is funny. That is painfully funny. No, wait. Wait, yeah, that's just painful.'Thats how the transition is. But again, it is pretty generous in providing thoughful lessons of life. Exsistence is much easier when I learn to really see what people are, instead of expecting them to be the way I want them to be. Time and again, this has been a huge problem for me.