What happened?

There are these days when you can’t just get enough of them. Another type is of those ones where you can’t wait enough to get it over with. Well, today is mixed. Good, bad, or medium? I’m not sure what! I would love to settle for an average kind of day.

A day ofreminiscence. A day filled with myriad emotions. A day when the images of the past year zoomed in mind. A day where failures seemingly blared and the achievements gave a sense of ‘miles to go’. This year, a relative died, a baby came along, I found a job, I quit a job, won hearts, hurt a few, loved some, missed dear ones, cried, laughed so hard that it hurt, thought a lot, got confused, was uncharacteristically steady during a particularly life-altering accident, learnt to smile when words hurt, questioned the purpose of certain bonds, became aggressively passive, staunchly refused to acknowledge weakness, realized not to ‘judge a book by its covers’ and that grimy windows do belong to a happy house , learnt strength is not of body but of mind, found out that many have unforgettable past history, became able to tell that world has more to offer us than otherwise if only we know what lessons we are looking for, belief in God grew more, can admit that I embrace certain superstition .... And so it can go on

Whatever be the mood, however be the day, one thing I’m certain is I’m not going to get this day back..I may not have emerged all that triumphant and glorious, but definitely this year helped me get wiser. And that’s a burden for the coming year. Need to ‘remember’ all that, needn’t I??

To say the clichéd I’m glad for my success for they made my stay worthwhile; , I’m thankful for my sorrows, for they humbled me; I’m happy for the experience for they gave a meaning to my existence ; I’m eager for the new year for it gives a promise of more experiences.

Happy new year unto all~

சேராமை

தாயின் வேலை அறையில் கேட்ட‌து
குழந்தையின் அழுகுர‌ல்.
ரிங்டோன்!

Distanced

Stained
with sighs of separation.
Money earned is wet.

வினோதங்களிள் ஒன்று

பெரிய வாழ்கை எல்லாம் சிரிய உலகங்களில்!
உன் இதயத்தில் இருந்தால் இருக்கும் நான்,
என் இதயத்தில் மட்டுமே வாழும் நாம்.

No Emotions. Please!

If the world is ruled by head and has no heart, wonder, life would be easy-going? If there is nothing to feel, can I be happy?

A farewell

The haunts of the ebb,
a new tide washth over. Yet,
resonance of this echo'll last.
Some fondness!

Fickle friends

Confidence is like Time: the more you seem to need it, the faster it wanes.

Some thing I wrote a long time ago.

This was something I wrote a long time ago. Intended to be a testimony, with some hidden meanings denoting events that were of great significance at that time. Now it’s all irrelevant (not the testimony though. That still stands). It's amazing, that what once meant something very huge,as time progresses, seems to fade in importance

A heart that's sweet 'n sincere;
Faces the charades and remains unscathed;
Lilies and thorns; rainbows and scratches -
it takes the storms and lull alike.
Alluring and agonizing - as waft of air.
Vulnerable, amicable, sassy and unique,
Such a heart is truly a rare find.
Before you know, crunching the gap that was vile,
the medley of images is purely magical
Those times, in essence, means all and null.

What’s there to say?

When you have got nothing to do, either you become lazy or you scrounge for something to do and indulge in it. I seem to have chosen the former as the latter demands me get off from my perch. Fear, where life is headed.

A new beginning..,

First year is paper..and for third year it's a whole new life!

Leave of absence

The last post here was when my body started its special project. Starting today it’s on sabbatical. Though only for a short time before it resumes its monthly assignment, this break is sure welcome!