Monday, August 27, 2007

Apt expression of my emotion!

MY cocoon tightens, colors tease,
I ’m feeling for the air;
A dim capacity for wings
Degrades the dress I wear.

A power of butterfly must be
The aptitude to fly,
Meadows of majesty concedes
And easy sweeps of sky.

So I must baffle at the hint
And cipher at the sign,
And make much blunder, if at last
I take the clew divine.

~ E.D

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Accounted?

Does it really count as winning, when you win against a weak opponent or when you win unopposed? And does it count as victory, when you feel guilty about it?

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I'm noticing

'Akkam pakkam yaarum illa' and 'Urugude marugudhe' songs have very similar start

"Namma nezhal irukke, adha madhichu thorathina, namma vitu velagi velagi than pogum. Ada che po! nu thirumbi nadandha ozhunga namma pinnadi varum" - This is very true!

This bit of 'Kannodu kaanbadhellam' (0:22s) resembles/is from a very famous Murugan song(0:23s)

In HP, at the end of OoTP how did Snape communicate and alert the order from Hogwarts. If he has used Patronus, did anyone find it wierd that his is a doe? You think atleast Sirius would have noticed that!

Orbit Wintermint tastes like 'Gopal pal podi'

To see someone saying 'Cool' and appear so Un-cool when saying that, watch Sivaji! Can’t comment more on ‘buddy’! I sincerely hope he sticks with things that suit him better - ‘Lakalakalakkkaa’ and such.

Sincere tears can melt anybody

Friday, August 17, 2007

Thinking aloud

I hate it when things don’t go the way I want them to go. Certain things, if it is not like what I had imagined it to be or what I wish it should be, then I don’t like them. Those things may not even be so important or significant enough to be bothering myself with. Like for instance the way I arrange specific objects around my house - if someone happens to change it, I don’t like that. This I can somehow adjust. But when the issues I get touchy about happen to include the people I love, it bothers me, sometimes. Well, to be honest with you, it affects me deeply and it affects me all the time. I have realized it many times, yet, neither have I stopped expecting people to act in the way I like nor do I seem to accept them fully for what they are. It upsets me more. This makes me wonder, is my love for them real or do I only love them for what I think they are. In those instance when I feel disappointed in them for not being to my liking, do I love them less? Is my love for them conditional and tainted? This scares me a lot. Do I see them, to represent me in some way to world and am I embarrassed that I’m not living up to own level; or do I think, during that same situation, had I had a chance truly to myself, I would present myself in some other way, probably a better way, than I’m being partly portrayed by them? Is the fear of, me being poorly judged by the world that disturbs me? Or is it because I’m concerned about the way they would be judged, and ergo I would be looked upon as? Or is it plainly the vile nature of myself to be controlling everything and everybody around?

P.S: May be because of this trait that I hate many books and movies, which are otherwise highly acclaimed.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

I'm done

....labeling all my posts so far. All them fell neatly into 14 categories and I'm planning to stick by it for some more time to come. All this being done, no new ideas for a meaningful post. But atleast all those of you who visit this place, attest your presence and leave a line, and if possible any possible develop-able ideas/hints too

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Is silver lining a myth?

When you try real hard to stop a certain series of thoughts from surfacing, it more often than not keeps coming up, more often than usual. Sometimes even when least expected. You get depressed, irritable and generally become indifferent to the tasks at hand. Later at some point of time you shake out of them and promise yourself that you will not let the gloom take over you anymore. You relax because you think you are safe now since the thought demon has been beheaded, but you quickly realize that there are more heads in that place now. It will prove more impossible to hold those thoughts at bay, when all you are doing is trying to do is find a quick-fix for the issues. It is like trying not to fall asleep when you are already half asleep, but only a whole lot tougher than that. So when it is slowly creeping up again, you resign and try to at least see the world around that said thought. Yet somehow you end up mulling over the same thing over and over again. In essence, it is something just like this post -making no sense, but struggling to make it anyway.

Monday, August 13, 2007

O.K.A.Y, really?

Monica : Just wanna see if you're okay.
Rachel : Wanna know if I'm okay? Okay! Wanna know if I'm okay? Okay! Let's see. Well, let's see, the FICA guys take all my money, everyone I know is either getting married, or getting promoted, or getting pregnant, and I'm getting coffee! And it's not even for me! So if that sounds like I'm okay, okay, then you can tell I'm okay, okay?

Couldn't agree more!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Newest addition

...to my list of favourite people in the world.

Welcome to the world dear boy!

Shreyas is the packet of joy gifted to a wonderful pair - Harini and Mukund - on July 19th.